It’s only been two weeks into my graduate program, and already, something deep in my spirit is shifting. This week, I’ve felt like I’m not just in school—but at the feet of Jesus.
There’s a peace here I didn’t expect. Not because it’s easy—it’s not. The assignments, the readings, the mental shift after 23 years out of school—it’s stretching me. But underneath all of it is something beautiful: stillness. Presence. Clarity.
I’ve been reflecting on the story of Martha and Mary. In Luke 10, Jesus gently tells Martha that Mary “has chosen what is better”—to sit and listen to Him. For so long, I’ve been in my Martha season—serving in ministry, pouring myself out, always moving, always giving. It was good. But now, I realize how much I needed this Mary season—a season to sit, to receive, to listen.
God has given me the gift of space to be a student again—but not just in academics. I’m becoming a student of His voice.
When I first felt led to go back to school, I knew I needed to choose a place where Jesus was the foundation. And now I see why. The Spirit moves even in the textbooks. The assignments feel like devotionals. The professors teach with truth and grace. And everything in me says, “This is right.”
There’s a serenity in knowing that God didn’t just call me to this program—He met me in it.
Luke 10:41–42 (NIV)
“Martha, Martha,” the Lord answered, “you are worried and upset about many things,
but few things are needed—or indeed only one. Mary has chosen what is better,
and it will not be taken away from her.”
A Prayer of Stillness and Study
Heavenly Father,
Thank You for this holy pause—this season where You’ve invited me to sit at Your feet and learn. Not just in the classroom, but in my spirit. Thank You for reminding me that listening is just as sacred as serving.
As I walk through this journey, help me not to rush past the quiet moments. Keep my heart open, my spirit teachable, and my ears tuned to Your voice.
May this season of study shape me not just into a better student, but into a more faithful servant for Your kingdom.
Here I am, Lord—ready to learn, willing to grow, and grateful for Your presence.
In Jesus’ name,
Amen.
A Question for You
Have you ever found yourself shifting from a season of doing into a season of being?
How did God meet you there?